Hi, all.
Long time since I blog. So, just want to take the chance to let out some of my emotions through bloging. People say, itz healthier but suicidal, but what the hell.
These few weeks has been quite a mentally roller coaster for me, taking me up and down with just a switch. Can this boy get a smoother ride.....
Hmmm...got a few slaps in the face waking me up, realizing the world in University is not as beautiful as those Marketing people sells (sorry ah..). Well, it has the ugliest face you can ever face with.
Fate is also one of the player of your life in University. Putting you with different people of extreme personality and different situation. Especially, people who is de-motivating others in the midst of tension. Like eating an atom bomb after drinking nuclear fluid.
It is painful with the words that spells, NO MORE TRUSTING YOU, which became the hidden message.
It has scrapped me off the confidence chair and making an insecure woman out of me. I have now lost confidence in anything I do, particularly in my job as a student.
I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO GET ON ANYMORE......
